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Playing House

Playing House

Going home for Christmas was great. We relaxed, spent time with family, and everyone else took care of Jack! This was probably the best vacation we have had since Jack was born simply because he is so much more independent and I am no longer nursing him. I mean we were able to give him […]

One Year

I finally have a moment to sit down and write! Yay for delayed appointments! Friday was Jack’s birthday. I can’t believe my little boy is one! And in other ways I feel like the past year was at least two years’ time. Seriously, I felt like the first three months were never going to end. […]

Rock Me to Sleep…

Rock Me to Sleep…

I find myself swirling in the downward spiral of self-doubt and low self-esteem. I am overwhelmed with packing, I feel I’m not doing or haven’t done enough to make Saturday successful and so I feel bad about myself. The pain is back in my chest, the hurt over not feeling loved, not feeling valuable. And […]

An Update

An Update

On Saturday my little Jack became a… After I went to the fabric store and couldn’t find the right fake fur for the skunk idea I gave up and bought a costume. Yeah, I didn’t try very hard… but even that was a lot of effort for me. I’ve mentioned a few times my struggle […]

Keep Holding On

Quinn’s pregnant. Everyone knows. She’s devastated. The glee club sings to her “Keep Holding On.” And in one moment, Kurt looks at Quinn with such empathy, such love, I felt I saw God. A couple of weeks ago I shared my current struggle with depression. Since then, I have received encouragement from others who are […]