That’s right, Jack has four teeth! Two on top, two on bottom. Up until recently you still couldn’t see the teeth when he smiled, but those pearly whites are becoming more visible every day. I knew the day would come when my blog name would no longer be relevant, but I’m not changing it! I […]
Playing House
Going home for Christmas was great. We relaxed, spent time with family, and everyone else took care of Jack! This was probably the best vacation we have had since Jack was born simply because he is so much more independent and I am no longer nursing him. I mean we were able to give him […]
One Year
I finally have a moment to sit down and write! Yay for delayed appointments! Friday was Jack’s birthday. I can’t believe my little boy is one! And in other ways I feel like the past year was at least two years’ time. Seriously, I felt like the first three months were never going to end. […]
A More Substantial Update
OK. I am going to finally post a couple of pictures of the apartment. I kept waiting and waiting because I wanted everything to be in its place in order to impress you all, but tonight I realized things will never be in their place. This is me we’re talking about! So here’s the living […]
I’m back!
Wow, it has been more than two weeks since I have written anything. And honestly, I have needed the time off. Not that blogging is work or anything, but the last two weeks have been a huge adjustment. In case you don’t remember, we moved!! I don’t have any fun pictures of the apartment yet […]
Rock Me to Sleep…
I find myself swirling in the downward spiral of self-doubt and low self-esteem. I am overwhelmed with packing, I feel I’m not doing or haven’t done enough to make Saturday successful and so I feel bad about myself. The pain is back in my chest, the hurt over not feeling loved, not feeling valuable. And […]
An Update
On Saturday my little Jack became a… After I went to the fabric store and couldn’t find the right fake fur for the skunk idea I gave up and bought a costume. Yeah, I didn’t try very hard… but even that was a lot of effort for me. I’ve mentioned a few times my struggle […]
Keep Holding On
Quinn’s pregnant. Everyone knows. She’s devastated. The glee club sings to her “Keep Holding On.” And in one moment, Kurt looks at Quinn with such empathy, such love, I felt I saw God. A couple of weeks ago I shared my current struggle with depression. Since then, I have received encouragement from others who are […]
The Lord Bless You and Keep You
Several months ago I began singing to Jack the same beautiful song, “The Choral Benediction,” every night. Well… the song is beautiful, my singing is not always all that great. In high school, our choir sang this song to close every concert. Below is a video from youtube a member of my sister’s choir took […]






